This could be the last time you see me
this could be everything i'm needing
and everything to destroy me at once
nothing here is worth defeating
it's all over in a blink of an eye
now it's just become dust from life
it seems that i can not try
i can't begin to wait to see you
this i don't want to believe
it's all over in an instant
here i am, this is just this
what happens next?
what are the steps now?
i am lost here, am i?
crying out loud, in silence
i am breathing hard,
at the same time i'm not breathing
i'm here, i'm alone
you may never see my face again
you know i may die here, now
you may not want me around
we may never know
this is my fault
that's just an after-thought
i can take this blame
i am the one that's to shame
you may never see me again
the water feels my lungs and then...
i may die here
alone here, again.

ahblaza mayes (c)2009